Zombie

I'm not okay.

That's what the doctors say.

For some reason lately I've been peaking and coming down within minutes.

I go from utter elation to depression to numbness in a moment's notice.

I think it's time to get more sun and drink more water.

Perhaps I'll hang out with my friends more rather than push them away.

Living with this kind of thing your whole life, you make up ways to cope.

I try my hardest to not let those around me feel the impact of my unstable chemistry.

Fun... Well that's about it. I just wanted to write this somewhere. Why not where everyone can see it and ridicule? :D

Nobody reads this thing anyway.